Well, it's been over half a year since my last post, update, journal, whatever. Obviously I'm not dead, but many things have happened since I was on hiatus. I've had access to the internet for almost two months now, but dA really did kinda ruin what I had going last year, so I've pretty much ignored the site apart from checking in here or there to see art.
Another thing, I've still yet to get a job but right now, I'm a time bomb in that aspect. Five weeks down the track, if I'm not employed, I'm homeless. And I know I won't survive on the streets, unless some crazy apocalyptic event happens and drags humanity back to the stone age
As for all those "personal issues" I've talked about on numerous occasions. Yeah, for the sake of my own sanity and health, I've had to bury all those emotions deep underground. It's something that gets me upset every time I think about it only because it's so distant, which along with every other bad memory that springs up, puts me in a really depressive mood. Self-harming this & suicidal thoughts that. Maybe if I was someone better, then maybe, I'd have a chance. But I'm just me, and that's the sad fucking truth I cannot change.
Ahem, anyway. Life sucks. No fate but what we make. Yadayadayada. Who cares?